that awkward moment when you see someone
And you remember how they yelled at you in your dream last night…..
epicwinsauce replied to your post: problem I face everynight fallllse you need me so much you don’t even reco’nize
epicwinsauce replied to your post: problem I face everynight fallllse you need me so much you don’t even reco’nize
but seriously Dominic….. My life would suck without you.
problem I face everynight
I need to go to bed, yet I want to stay up forever and listen to music and tumble and wait for you to want me again.
Yet eventually I smarten up and realize I need sleep more than I need music, tumblr and you.
“Love, love of mine,
won’t you lay by my side,
and rest your weary eyes
before we’re out of time.
Give me one last kiss
for soon such distance
will stretch between our lips;
Now the day’s loosing light.”
And the truth is
Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you may never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. And even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are only here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but it doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope that something good will come along. Something to make you feel connected, something to make you feel whole, something to make you feel loved. And the truth is I feel so angry, and the truth is I feel so fucking sad, and the truth is I’ve felt so fucking hurt for so fucking long and for just as long I’ve been pretending I’m OK, just to get along, just for, I don’t know why, maybe because no one wants to hear about my misery, because they have their own. Well, fuck everybody.
tonight
someone told Tai and I that we were the coolest people on campus. I don’t think I’l ever get over that compliment. And the girl who said it is not nice to people just to be nice to them, she is pretty sincere. I will honestly never forget being told that, it’s not true, but I loved to hear it.
Naked As We Came- Iron&Wine
I love it!
(via sunburnswag)
